Monday, 20 May 2013

FIRE AT WHITSUN

Note: this sermon draws extensively on T. S. Eliot’s poem ‘Little Gidding’. However, copyright permission is needed to cite the 22 lines of poetry that are integral to this sermon (I am seeking it from the publishers, Faber & Faber, who I hope, given that this is a liturgical sermon, will agree to my including them without charge). You will therefore need a copy of the poem by you to make the best sense of this address. The omissions are indicated by ellipses (…).

If you come this way…

May is a white time in T. S. Eliot’s poem from the Four Quartets, ‘Little Gidding’.  His welcome to the whiteness of spring time draws on the memory of snow and the longing for release from winter’s captivity. This leads him to reflect on the four elements, earth, air, water and fire. It is the last, fire, the primal and ultimate element that is the theme of this great poem.


It was prompted by the searing experience of the Luftwaffe raids on London whose hellish wild fires costing so much in human life and property he saw as a symbol of sin and destructiveness. But as he scans the Christian memory for other fiery associations, he begins to enlarge his understanding. There is the fire of purgation that leads to repentance and a new vision of life that purifies humanity of base corruption and its propensity to embrace evil. And there is the fire of healing and redemption, the Pentecostal fire that renews and makes it possible for life to begin again. But the human race must choose between the fire of the Holy Spirit or Dante’s inferno which the bombing of London symbolises. It is the choice between being redeemed or being destroyed. God, says the poem, invites humanity to be redeemed, consumed by the fire of love and escape the living hell through purgation by the ordeal of fire. As Eliot says in the famous fourth stanza:

The dove descending…

The story of Whitsun in the Acts of the Apostles is rich in themes. One of them is how it marks the passage of time. In one way it is the end of an epoch: the last day of the Passover season when the firstfruits of God’s harvest were gathered up and offered (in the Jewish calendar, the Feast of Weeks celebrated the first cutting of wheat). Hence the apocalyptic imagery in Peter’s Pentecost speech about the sun being darkened and the moon turned to blood, familiar language about the last days which in Joel’s prophecy are linked to the outpouring of the Spirit upon all flesh. But in another way, today marks the beginning of a new epoch. In Luke’s story, so carefully constructed around the times and seasons of the year, it is placed not at the end of his gospel, part 1, but at the beginning of his part 2, the Book of Acts. He believes that Pentecost marks the birthday of the church, the inauguration of its mission to bring salvation to the world. So the tongues of fire that hovered over the apostles symbolise the launch of the acts of the Holy Spirit, the era in which Luke lived and we his readers still live.

But with fire, you can’t separate ends from beginnings. The very destructiveness of fire is also a purgation that leads to a new start. Many of the world’s primitive creation myths begin with fire: Prometheus who stole fire from the gods is but one. Eliot’s poem speaks about beginnings and endings, and how they merge in our experience of them:
 
What we call the beginning…

And this I think is at the heart of what Pentecost should mean for us as we celebrate it today. Eliot called his poem ‘Little Gidding’. This was the place where in the 17th century a small Anglican community was founded by Nicholas Ferrar. His wish was to live with his family in simplicity, inspired by the spirituality of the Book of Common Prayer. The liturgy would be offered in the high church tradition espoused by King Charles I and the so-called Caroline divines, like our own John Cosin, Canon of Durham at this time, author of the Pentecost hymn we shall sing shortly: ‘Come Holy Ghost, our souls inspire’.  The turbulent times of the English civil war seemed to Eliot to echo the London blitz and to underline how humanity’s flawed understanding of life and turning away from God leads to the relentless cycle of warfare. So this small community living a common life of Christian prayer and service symbolised how the human race needed to repair itself, to purify its vision of life if it was to survive.  This meant understanding an ambivalent, conflicted, shameful past and embracing a renewed, God-given present and future. All this will be in the name of the ‘broken King’ whose coming is our healing and whose just and gentle rule, lived out through the Holy Spirit, is our salvation and our joy.

I see the church as just such a community. Our church in the west is not grand and powerful anymore, not visibly triumphant or successful if the recent statistics on membership are anything to go by. It is small, and fragile, and declining, and vulnerable.  Yet it is not the less beautiful for that, and no less beloved. Faithful unto death, its beauty is of the Spirit whose fiery presence purges it of what is corrupt, heals its sicknesses, repairs its breaches and mends its brokenness. She animates it to become inflamed, impassioned with all the energies of God at work in our world. Its mission is what it always was in the Acts of the Apostles and throughout Christian history: to bear witness to a God whose love declares that ‘all shall be well and all manner of thing shall be well’ (Eliot twice quotes Mother Julian of Norwich’s great saying in his poem.)  For then, enlightened with Cosin’s celestial fire, and in that ‘condition of complete simplicity….’, the fiery tongues will be in-folded

                                    Into the crowned knot …

Durham Cathedral, Whit Sunday 2013
Acts 2

Tuesday, 7 May 2013

MUSIC, THEOLOGY AND ENCHANTMENT: a guest lecture to the Dept of Music, Durham University

I want in this lecture to explore the interface between music and religion. I don’t simply mean religious music – the part music plays in liturgy and spirituality. What interests me both as a musical amateur and as a theologian is the more difficult and fundamental question of what music is in itself, and its place in the divine scheme of things. This topic takes us into elusive borderlands where theology, psychology, philosophy, aesthetics, semiotics, social anthropology and cultural history meet. I can do no more than suggest a few threads we might fruitfully follow.

To do theology is to reflect on our human experience in the light of faith. All aspects of life provide the raw material for theological reflection that draws on the insights of the Bible, the Christian tradition, and the experience of people of faith down the ages. One of the most creative developments in applied theology in the past century has been to bring theological perspectives to bear on a whole variety of disciplines. Or as I would prefer to say, bring any or all academic disciplines into a conversation with theology in which each asks, what can I do for the other?  So my questions today are these (and I am framing them in the words of Jeremy Begbie who has written extensively on these themes, and has recently co-edited a stimulating collection of essays Resonant Witness: conversations between music and theology (2011): what does religion do for music?  And what does music do for religion? 

I hope you will forgive a somewhat off-beat approach to this topic.  I want to begin with some autobiography and reflect on seven pieces of music that influenced me early on in life. (Not eight – I wanted to avoid implying that this lecture is a version of Desert Island Discs.) These were – still are – profoundly important in shaping my thinking and indeed my life, and each suggests an insight about this conversation between music and faith.  After that, I want to offer a couple of metaphors suggested by poetry and film that may indicate paths worth exploring.

First up is Mozart’s 39th symphony. I cannot have been more than five when I first became aware of this marvellous work. I loved that slow, portentous dissonant introduction and how its clouds seem to be dispersed with the luminous first subject of the movement proper. It would be years before I understood Sonata Form, or any other musical form; yet as I look back, I believe I was drawn by the perfection of musical form the great classical symphonists exhibit; it happened that I learned it from this symphony of Mozart, but it could have been any of the other late symphonies of his, or the many more of Haydn. It is a kind of Pythagorean view that says that music reflects mathematical or cosmic perfection, the music of the spheres, but I can’t help feeling that there is a truth worth pondering in this.  So for a theologian, perfection of form is linked with a creation whose Great Original brings order out of chaos.

At about the same age, I discovered Schubert’s Lieder. Specifically, it was Winterreise, the winter’s journey made by a forlorn lover who has been abandoned by the woman on whom he has set his heart. These poems by Wilhelm Müller chart a young man’s solitary journey away from the home and community of his beloved into the darkness of a winter night where the frozen landscape acts as a metaphor of his desolate experience.  It is in fact the journey of a soul. How could such a work touch a youngster who had yet to discover the heart’s times and seasons and the capacity of love to bring both joy and pain? I don’t think it was this that I intuited; rather, the romantic’s ability to create new worlds, weave imaginative spells, transport the listener into different dimensions of human experience. Religion, I think, is also about imagining other worlds and inhabiting them, both the transfigured realm of heaven itself, but also the pain-ridden worlds of so many who suffer.  Indeed, if religion has nothing to say about suffering and pain, then in my judgment it has nothing to say about anything that is worth hearing. So Schubert began to teach me the life-lesson that, in Blake’s words, ‘Man was made for joy and woe; and when this we rightly know, through the world we safely go’.

A few years later, I took part in one of the earliest performances of Benjamin Britten’s Noye’s Fludde. I was assigned the part of a goat. I loved that work for what I now see as its freshness and inventiveness, and above all for the way it brought so many people together in a community of music-making and enjoyment. Earlier this year, I took part in a performance in the Cathedral to mark Britten’s centenary. This time, I was give the Voice of God to speak. Needless to say, the press loved the ‘goat to God’ theme, especially when I waved at them the letter I received from Britten in response to mine telling him about the performance and how much I had enjoyed it. The Pears-Britten archive even produced my original to publish in the concert programme, the first time I had seen it for more than 50 years.  To me, Noye represented something essential about music, that it creates a community of performance. But there is more to it than that. The community actually embraces composer and listener as well. There is something analogous here to the way in which religious faith also creates a community around a sacred text. You could say, too, that theology, like music, is something that is essentially performed, that is lived.  This nexus between text, performance and lived reality is a fruitful issue worth exploring.

Next I want to speak about Bach’s St John Passion. I got to know it in early teenage years and it changed my life. We sang it one year in the school choral society. Its importance for me was twofold: first, it was my discovery of Bach, and second, it led to my discovery of faith. I had played a lot of Bach on the piano, and was starting out on the 48 Preludes and Fugues. But it was the St John that taught me something about Bach’s genius, specifically as an interpreter of religious texts. And it was his interpretation of St John’s great passion narrative that struck me with extraordinary force. I was not brought up in a religious environment: my father was a lapsed Anglican and my mother a non-observant Jewess who was fortunate to escape the Nazi holocaust in her native Germany where relatives and friends of hers ended their days in Auschwitz. Here was another text of pain, the suffering of Christ, whose Jewishness connected with my own. It led to what I can only call an epiphany. In time, I embraced Christianity and have tried to live by it ever since. It is certain that but for Bach, with his extraordinary gift for interpreting biblical and other texts and making them vividly alive, I would not be here speaking to you now. But more than that, I experienced his music as possessing a quality of disclosure, revelation: the capacity to get you to see things in a new way that is life-changing.

 In my teenage years, I became a church chorister: not, to my lasting regret, a cathedral chorister though this choir sang the cathedral repertory and sang to cathedral standards. This was my introduction to a musical language I had never known about before. In particular, it opened up the world of Renaissance music of which my mother, my chief musical influence up to this point, knew nothing about: music for her started in 1685 with the birth of Bach. I particularly loved singing the music of William Byrd: his mass settings, Ave Verum and so on. But the motet that touched me profoundly was Civitas Sancti Tui, a Lenten piece that laments the ruin of Jerusalem and in penitence cries out to God for forgiveness and restoration.  Its plangent cries ‘Jerusalem, Jerusalem, desolata est’ haunted me then and still do. This, like the Bach Passion, spoke to me about music’s ability to interpret texts (and yes, yet another text of suffering: I had not realised there were so many in my early life until I sat down to write this lecture). But not just that. It was music’s ability to speak in its own distinctive language that I was touching here: a form of speech different from the verbal and conceptual. So I need to put this on the table too, for religion has many different voices in which to ‘speak’, and one of theology’s mistakes has often been to restrict it merely to the spoken or written logos of human speech. And insofar as church music has as its end the praise of God, I want to suggest that all of music is essentially ‘doxological’, in that it points beyond itself, transcends its own boundaries, enables the created order to become sacramental as a symbol of deeper realities than we can see or hear or touch.

There are two more defining moments, this time from my student years. I read maths as my first degree, and this severely left-brained discipline pulled against the right-brained love of music and its different voices. For some reason that I can’t now recall, I fell under the spell of Richard Wagner. It began with Götterdämmerung, spread backwards to embrace the whole Ring cycle, then rapidly embraced the other music-dramas. Like Bach, it would take a lifetime and more to explore the significance of Wagner for human society and for me personally. I have still not yet seen all his works performed and am promising to take myself off to Bayreuth in retirement to put that right. It will be, I imagine, a kind of pilgrimage. And this is precisely, I think, what drew me to Wagner. It was not simply the extraordinary sound-world his music-dramas summon up, and certainly not any admiration for the man with his notorious political views. It seemed to me that there was something of a ritual, quasi-religious quality to Wagner, psychodrama in which the creation of imagined worlds of gods and humans, of myths and legends seem to embrace the whole of the human journey in its compromised ambiguity and its yearning for redemption. This was the drama of transfiguration which spoke directly to a young man discovering transcendence in the Christian message.  There are worlds so much bigger than we are: it is the job of religion to help us discover them, and music, whether it is sacred or secular (and how do we characterise Wagner?) opens up just such journeys of discovery.

Finally, I want to mention music of an entirely different genre which leaped out at me as a student and made me begin to reassess what I believed about music and wean me off an over-elitist assumption that only ‘serious’ music could touch the human spirit. This was the musical Cabaret, or at least the film version with Liza Minelli as its unforgettable star. When I saw it, I was both moved and shocked. Moved because of its narrative, set in Berlin at the end of the Weimar era and the rise of Nazism.  There were obvious echoes of my mother’s past.  But I was shocked for the profanity I then ascribed to it, the sexiness and depravity that characterised the low-life, and not so low-life, of Berlin in those times. But to my perplexity, I found myself humming those marvellous songs, bewitched against my own will by a film which at the time with all my purist presumptions, I wished I had not gone to see. Well, things come full circle.  My daughter took part in a 6th form performance of the musical, and I applauded the loudest. It is surely one of the great musicals of all time.

What I began to learn from Cabaret has two aspects. The first is the improvised quality of so much music that appeals to the popular imagination. Theology as a performance also needs to learn to improvise: listen to all the other voices and join in appropriately sometimes as a solo voice, but mostly in concert. The other is that our discourse about music must not be confined to the serious, high-art end of the arts spectrum. On the contrary, the vast majority of the music that is played and enjoyed in this world is and always has been populist, of the people for the people.  It exists to entertain.  Much of the conversation between theology and music tends to ignore this, but it does not need to. If we equate ‘entertainment’ with ‘recreation’, we see at once that there is a deeply theological nuance in the idea that entertainment brings happiness and enjoyment. This dimension too needs to be brought into the conversation about what music can bring to religion, and what religion can bring to music.

Much of what I have said so far comes down to how music and religion ‘speak’.  This array of different ‘languages’ is to recognise something very important: that ‘theology’ is not only done through the explicit use of human speech. It also happens through many other forms of ‘speech’ and behaviour, often unconsciously. Among these, music surely has a prominent place, not least because of its appeal to the affect, our human emotional life. So to ask, ‘how does music speak to us of God?’ is not a frivolous question. It may well be absolutely central to how we understand what we are about as theologians and believers. When liturgists say (correctly) that people learn theology, not from Bible reading, creeds, pulpit utterances or liturgical formulae, but from the hymns they sing, they usually mean that the lyrics of hymns and songs tend to lodge far more securely in the memory than texts that are merely spoken. That may be for better or for worse. The logic of that insight points attention to how rhythm, melody and harmony all play a part as ‘carriers’ of a message, as transmitters of meaning. A ‘good’ or a ‘bad’ tune has as much to do with the formation of people’s theological minds and hearts as ‘good’ or ‘bad’ texts do. In other words, the ‘text’ lies not only in the words but in the music and its performance. There are considerable hermeneutical ramifications to that.

So perhaps we can begin to gather up some possible answers to the two questions I began with. The first was: what does religion do for music? I believe we can say that it places it within a larger context of human, and a theologian would say divine, activity. Theology suggests not only that music is not an end in itself (I doubt if anyone would dispute that) but how it has meaning and value because it belongs to the sphere of human creativity that in the end reflects and even embodies God’s creativity. One of the meanings we could give to the statement in Genesis that God created humanity in his own image is that human beings are given a share in God’s dominion over the world, which is an aspect of his own creativity. And just as talented creativity in any aspect of life is commonly called a ‘gift’, we can speak of music as in its very nature a ‘gift’ offered to humanity for its benefit and enjoyment by an infinitely gifted and talented deity.

I spoke of music as community-building. We could also say that in public social terms, music builds the kind of communities that resist the reduction of human life to what is merely measurable or functional. The current pressure on local authority arts budgets illustrates the tendency, when times are hard, to judge the arts by the criterion of utility; and indeed only last week, a government minister called on those promoting the arts to show the extent to which they benefit the economy.  Arts communities, like faith communities, resist this way of commoditising that in which different kinds of value reside. Music, therefore, bears ‘witness’ to what makes a human community with wholesome values, wholesome in that they respect the imaginative, spiritual dimension of life and not simply the economic. This can be part of what religion brings to music.

What about the other question, what does music do for religion?  I have already spoken about the ‘language’ of music, and how this helps theology to be less ambitious about what can be expressed in words. If religion is engagement with mystery, then we would not expect verbal formulations to be more than provisional in their penetration of what is essentially ineffable, that is, capable of being expressed in words. Music can teach theology to be more respectful of other ways of engaging with reality, to be ready for disclosures that come other than through the cognitive route.  ‘From the heart: may it go to the heart’ wrote Beethoven on the score of his Missa Solemnis. The language of the heart can encourage theologians to think metaphorically, understand that much theological reflection is more in the nature of poetic analogy than description and propositional statement. Importantly, it can teach theologians to be silent altogether in the face of mystery: ‘that of which we cannot speak, of that we must be silent’ as the philosopher Ludwig Wittgenstein famously said.

In these ways, music and the arts help theology to be both imaginative and playful. It is important to connect the idea of ‘playing’ music in performance with ‘playing’ in the recreational sense. If as I have suggested, music is a genuinely ‘recreational’ activity in the sense of imitating divine creativity, then play is an important aspect of being creative. In the Book of Proverbs, God’s act of creating the world is likened to divine play.  God creates us not just because a cosmos that has purposeful activity is better than one without, and not just because it is an act of hospitality in which he, so to speak, steps back in order to create space for the created world and human beings to come into being.  It is presented as an act of pure enjoyment, an end in itself that gives God satisfaction in just the same way that an artist derives pleasure from his or her own artistry. So music, as a vehicle of pleasure and fulfilment can enable theology to be more joyful, less solemn, more relaxed. It is a bit like Hermann Hesse’s Glass Bead Game whose players strike me as rather like instrumentalists tackling a late Beethoven string quartet for the sheer intellectual and emotional pleasure of understanding the game from within and mastering it.

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The risk in all this is that we try too hard to ‘explain’ what the artist is up to and what happens when we encounter his or her work. What Isadora Duncan said about dance is true of all the arts: ‘if I could tell you what it meant, there would be no point in dancing it’. St Francis told his brothers: ‘Preach the gospel. Use words if necessary.’ There is tempting to collapse the experience of music down to mere prose. In fact, Art is art’s own best interpreter. So let me conclude by doing some playful metaphorical thinking based on a novel, a poem and a film. I hope they may help us recognise what is happening in this conversation between music and religion. Here I am drawing on a piece I wrote for a symposium on the relationship between music and theology a decade or so ago.   

My novel is Nick Hornby’s High Fidelity. Here is a cameo of a very ordinary encounter in a record shop:

‘Have you got any soul?’ a woman asks... That depends, I feel like saying; some days yes, some days no. A few days ago I was right out; now I’ve got loads, too much, more than I can handle. I wish I could spread it a bit more evenly, I want to tell her, get a better balance, but I can’t seem to get it sorted. I can see she wouldn’t be interested in my internal stock control problems though, so I simply point to where I keep the soul I have, right by the exit, just next to the blues.

Nick Hornby charts (forgive the word) the fortunes of an obsessive. His public world is the record shop; his private one his record collection, his relationships, and the inner complexities of the male psyche. The book is funny, wise and in its off-beat way, disconcertingly accurate on life and art and sexuality: what it means to be a man and know from the inside what lust, longing and love are. Records are both a metaphor of another world and a gateway to it:

Is it so wrong, wanting to be at home with your record collection? It’s not like .... collecting stamps, or beermats, or antique thimbles. There’s a whole world in here, a nicer, dirtier, more violent, more peaceful, more colourful, sleazier, more dangerous, more loving world than the world I live in....

The question that runs through the novel is the woman’s question in the shop: ‘have you any soul?’ To which the answer is, it depends what you mean by soul, what it means to be a human being. That is art’s great question down the centuries. That is religion’s great question too.

Hornby stands in a long tradition that grapples with the function of art at an oblique or metaphorical level. Perhaps that is the only level at which it makes sense. The world of his record collection, both lovelier and more depraved than the world of his own experience, is not a fantasy world but the real one. Far from dulling his senses, music awakens in him a deeper awareness of reality just as fairy tales ‘enchant’ children into discovering at a mythical, symbolic level archetypal truths about the way things are. In Bruce Chatwin’s novel Songlines, aboriginals ‘sing’ the world into being. In their cosmology, the world would not exist without music, or it would not be recognised. Whatever else is going on when we listen to music and feel ourselves stirred in some way, there is surely an act of recognition taking place, a response, a welcome, an embracing of truth that is too deep for words. We are back to the parallel languages we need in order to do theology.

Next, the poem. I doubt if anyone has ever compared Nick Hornby to Dante. Yet in a curious way, Hornby’s record collection embracing the entire spectrum of human life, echoes Dante’s Divine Comedy, one of the universal works of the human spirit. There, Dante uses a literary device to open up the worlds of hell, purgatory and heaven, the worlds, that is, of ourselves and our human journey. The Inferno opens with a man lost in a dark wood, not knowing which way to turn in order to travel safely. Dante introduces us to the figure of the Roman poet Virgil, who shows him that he must travel through the circles of hell in order to come out the other side, climb the slopes of the mountain of purgatory and reach paradise. The metaphor here is of a journey into the self. Dante must travel ‘down’ into the dark places of terror, fear and sin that lurk in the human spirit in order to travel ‘up’ into divine light and grace and glory. We can only know God, Dante is saying, as we are prepared courageously to tackle the hard journey into knowing ourselves as we truly are.

Why Virgil? Why not, as in Pilgrim’s Progress, an evangelist to point the way? Perhaps because Dante’s Virgil does more than point the way. He is travelling companion and guide, the map-reader who helps Dante understand the landscapes he is passing through. He is the interpreter without whom these bewildering, often terrifying worlds don’t make sense. And in his choice of Virgil, regarded by medieval Christendom as not only the greatest of poets but on a par with the Old Testament prophets, Dante reveals an entire theory of the function of art in society. It is not to prettify, but to illuminate in the technical sense of the word: to uncover meanings and shed light on human experience. It does this, says Dante, not directly, full-frontally, so to speak, but by ‘telling it slant’, to use Emily Dickinson’s memorable phrase: by means of analogy and metaphor that awaken the imagination and lead the soul into dimensions of truth that didactic prose by itself cannot penetrate.

The last part of the journey, the Paradiso, introduces us to a different guide. This is Beatrice, the love of Dante’s life, whom he had glimpsed as a young man by the Ponte Vecchio in his native Florence, and was only to encounter once more in his life. Beatrice is Dante’s symbol of beauty: glimpsed, perhaps, rather than embraced - for like Beatrice, beauty cannot be trapped and tamed by human beings, made subject to their whims and desires. Again, the message is clear, that beauty is to lead us by the hand into paradise and the vision of God. Only then does she bid farewell to Dante as he looks on him whose love ‘moves the sun and the other stars’. When we gaze on the God who embodies all beauty, art’s work is done.

Finally, my film: Jane Campion’s The Piano (1993). Set in 19th century New Zealand, it chronicles the fortunes of a dumb heroine Ada who is married off to a tyrannical and abusive husband. She has three ways of communicating: a writing tablet, her little daughter by a previous affair, and her piano. Both Flora and the piano enable her to break her silence and ‘speak’; but the piano is her only vehicle for communicating her passionate emotions, what lies in the depths of this complex, agonised woman’s heart.  Ada falls in love with another man, Baines, a neighbour. The complex interactions within this triangle of obsession, domination, and redeeming love are resolved when Baines finally takes Ada and Flora with him in a boat away from the island. On the boat, Ada insists that the piano is thrown overboard. She deliberately catches her foot in the ropes holding it, and is pulled under by the instrument. Just in time, she extricates herself and climbs up to the surface to live again and find her own voice and freedom.

If the piano is the real heroine of this film, it is because it is such an eloquent symbol of the human predicament. To be human means to be heard, known and understood. Ada’s piano is a complex metaphor of this, a transitional object that enables Ada to cling on to her humanity and keep her soul intact while the forces around her threaten to tear her apart. With her piano, she can move safely from one stage of life to the next. When it has served its purpose, it can ‘die’, and with it, her old self. The piano works at one level as a symbol of how music makes up for the deficiencies of other forms of speech, whether written words (epitomised by the writing tablet) or oral (her daughter, her mother’s surrogate mouthpiece in much the same way as the Old Testament describes Aaron as Moses’ spokesman or ‘prophet’). The late works of Beethoven show how his beloved piano, too, became just such a mouthpiece in the face of his increasing deafness. Those words perhaps encapsulate one message of the Piano.

 But precisely because the piano is only a transitional object, there comes a time when there is no further use for it. And without it now (the film implies), Ada achieves resurrection and can speak for herself. So the film can be read in terms of music’s redemptive role in human destiny. This places it in a long tradition of poetry and drama that does this. One example is John Milton’s poem At a Solemn Musick, which interprets the entire story of creation (the state of ‘perfect diapason’), fall (the ‘harsh din’ that ‘broke the fair music that all creatures made / to their great Lord’) and salvation (which is to be brought back ‘in tune with heav’n’) through the imagery of music. Another is Wagner’s music drama Die Meistersinger, set in 16th century Nuremberg, where the prize-winning piece in the annual song contest is a symbol of the new, creative art against the old and the hidebound. But in the drama’s story of individual human lives, the prize song is also the means through which love is declared and relationships redeemed. All these works affirm that music is a basic human need and experience in which tragedy is expressed, catharsis takes place and resolution is achieved. In The Piano, music has a redemptive function. Without it, we are less than human, and unable to reach our God-given destiny. That we experience music as gift and recreation makes it a very apt symbol of divine grace. This is, perhaps, the Augustinian subtext to the film.

That is one reading of the film, perhaps the expected one. A more open-ended reading would take the sinking of the piano to the bottom of the sea, not as a redemptive moment but rather as a symbol that music shares in the ambivalence of things, is a victim of our brokenness, can even have destructive associations. The piano must ‘die’, and part of Ada with it, if another part of her is to live. When I was a student, in love with Wagner, I was advised by some Christian Union colleagues (who could not have been more fervently evangelical than I was at the time) not to flirt with art associated with Nazism. Associations can colour art: it can be meat offered to idols. Another film, Amadeus, raises the issue of how sublime art can derive from a mind so scatalogical and corrupted as Mozart’s - something his greatest theological admirer, Karl Barth, had already commented on. Is the truth that sublimity is achieved despite the character of the conduit or the associations it can subsequently come to carry, in much the same way as Paul speaks about God’s strength being made perfect in human weakness?

That music belongs to a world that is not yet healed hardly needs stating (and in the Genesis story, Jubal, ‘the ancestor of all those who play the lyre and pipe’ belongs to the progeny of Cain, very much part of a fallen world). What is much more difficult to put into words is the difference between music that catharises darkness, evil and pain, Britten’s War Requiem for instance, or Bach’s Passions, and music that may seem to reinforce it. Not long ago, a worshipper at my last Cathedral complained to me about the liturgical mass setting that was something of a party piece - the Messe Sollonnelle by Jean Langlais. This magnificent piece is bold, exhilarating, and driven from beginning to end by a furious energy. To her it was the epitome of our century’s contradictions: violent, conflicted, disintegrating, pulling in the opposite direction of a liturgy that is meant to put us back together again as human beings. We agreed on the importance of not denying but offering in worship the angry realities of the world and of our own lives in the way the psalmists do. But we did not succeed in ‘reading’ the music in the same way. To her it was ‘bad enchantment’ - not because the piece or the composer carried any negative ‘associations’, and not because it was kitsch - another issue again, but because it was intrinsically destructive, demonic even, by its very nature. To me, it was the exact opposite. But what are the theological issues at stake here, and how do we identify them?

This lecture can do no more than raise a few questions. Like all good theology, it turns out to be about the whole of life, and what it means to long for and know and love God. To go back to Nick Hornby, it is about ‘soul’ - the soul of each of us, of humanity, of the world. It is about what the gospel warns us against losing. I hope that this all-important conversation between music and theology may help us to recover ‘soul’ in human life, and to re-connect with what is so often a lost part of our world and of ourselves.

Durham University Department of Music
7 May 2013

Sunday, 5 May 2013

Love was his meaning

Love is our meaning today. Love is the central word of our faith and the truth for which we live and die. We’ve just heard it in the gospel: ‘Those who love me will keep my word, and my Father will love them, and we will come to them and make our home with them.’  To be alive is to be loved and to love.  Not to love is to die. To follow Jesus means to learn that I am loved. It’s the heart of the matter, the only life-task that really matters. I am loved, therefore I am. Or as Mother Julian of Norwich said, the 14th century woman mystic whose life we recall this week, ‘Love was his meaning’.  Love is his meaning. 

How do we learn that?  Slowly and with difficulty, if you’re like me. But from time to time we glimpse life’s joyful mysteries; sometimes they take us by surprise and we catch our breath at the sheer wonder of them. Jenny and I became grandparents in March. Isaac has come into the world as a wonderful gift to his parents and to us. He could not be more loved by us all. And when he lives up to his name which means laughter, there is a kind of transfiguration – that’s the best way I can describe it. He laughs, God laughs, we all do, because love has come among us in a way that feels like a miracle.

There’s a favourite painting of mine by the 19th century German romantic painter Caspar David Friedrich (Woman in the Morning Sun, 1818).  It shows a woman standing in a field gazing at the rising sun.  She’s silhouetted against the sun and you’re standing behind her, so you can’t see the sun itself, only the clear clean light with which it’s bathing the landscape.  In a beautiful gesture, she’s lifting her face up to the sun’s rays and spreading out her hands towards it like a priest, as if saying ‘yes’ to life and embracing it not simply for herself but on behalf of us who look into the frame. It’s an image of love pouring into the soul.  Love comes to us as a sunrise of wonder that prises us open, bathes us in a new light.

Love meets our deepest hungers and desires.  We spend all our lives looking for it, sometimes in ways that are destructive, addictive or obsessive. St Augustine learned how even the sins of passion are really loves that have become twisted in the wrong direction. But the gospel, he says, baptises our loves, purifies disordered desires, turns our longings round to face the sunrise and find their right focus in God. Even at their most troubled or exploitative, our relationships can still point to what is lacking in the way we love: acceptance, generosity, self-giving, all the ways in which God in Christ loves us. At their most fulfilled, they are a foretaste of heaven.  A Graham Greene character says that God is ‘all loves and relationships combined in an immense and yet personal passion’.  With precisely that passion, pun intended, God so loved the world.

It is easy to be platitudinous about love, focus on good feelings and warm glow. We clergy are especially good at that. So it’s important to pay attention to how Jesus defines love, gives it shape and character.  There is only one test of love, he says; and it is this: to be loyal to its covenant, to keep its truth with integrity, to be self-forgetting, and as Jesus will shortly say to his disciples in this same upper room, to lay down your life for your friends. This is far more than emotions. It is a decision we make to love like this, an act of the will.  If you can’t contemplate dying for someone, it’s arguable that you haven’t truly begun to love them.  It’s worth reflecting whom we would dare to die for, what would impel us to give up our lives for someone else.  For most, it is those whom God has given us to be intimate with: family, close friends.  These loves have clearly defined human faces.  For some it is love of nation and homeland: ‘the love that asks no questions, the love that stands the test’ as the hymn puts it.  For others again, it is a genuinely altruistic love for the weak and vulnerable of our world who have little hope in life other than because of those who, literally or figuratively, lay down their lives for them in love and service.  Whichever it is, this is the test Jesus applies.  To love one another is to be committed to going wherever it leads, loving even to the point of death.  This is to ‘love one another as I have loved you’.

And the point of this is that Jesus does not only speak about love but embodies it. The criterion of love he first applies to himself, as John puts it, loving ‘to the end’. It is not so long ago that in heart and imagination we were with him in the upper room on Maundy Thursday, on the night before he died. There he laid aside his robe in order to wash his disciples’ feet, just as a song in one of Paul’s letters tells how he laid aside his glory in order to take to himself the humble role of a slave.  Within a few hours, he would be arrested and tried and led out to die a criminal’s death.  And all for us, every human child: that is the measure of love that it goes right to the end.  It is cruciform, has the shape of a cross.  St Paul puts it like this: ‘God proves his love for us in that while we still were sinners Christ died for us’. 

What Jesus is saying is that fundamentally, love is always sacrificial, self-emptying, giving its all and giving it to the end.  ‘Love’s endeavour, love’s expense’ is that it gives everything, withholds nothing, lays itself down for the sake of others. We don’t need to be told when we are loved like this.  We know it whether it is in our marriages or friendships, or in the care we received when we most needed it.  We know it when we observe how good people’s commitment takes them to the most dangerous and risky of places, to the most vulnerable people in our society, to the most desperate in our world, the people we especially hold in our hearts and prayers on Rogation Sunday.  Above all we know it when we gaze upon Jesus on the cross and find ourselves looking straight into the face of God. 

God’s love is always moving among and between us and bathes this world in light. As Julian of Norwich said, we only exist at all because God loves us: creation is the evidence that God is love.  In all our stories, we glimpse how God so loved that he gave, and so loves that he goes on giving, laying down his life for his friends which is how he meets and embraces us. It happens in every act of healing care and compassion we know.  It happens when reconciliation brings together broken peoples and communities and mends them.  It happens when our hearts are glad because some beautiful piece or a poem or painting has touched us.  It happens in the birth of a child and the greeting of a friend and the touch of someone we love.  It happens at the altar in the visible words of love: bread and wine, taken, blessed, broken and given.  In all these ways, and a thousand others, each moment, each hour, each day, love comes to us. She bids us welcome, invites us to her banquet, compels us to sit and eat. And then we are close to glimpsing the deep magic of the universe. We know that despite everything, love is its meaning, God’s meaning. 

Durham Cathedral, 5 May 2013 (Easter VI).
John 14.22-31.

 

Sunday, 31 March 2013

Winter Light at Easter

It's a wintry Easter we are celebrating this year, for all of us cold and for some, very white. It’s no comfort to be told that a March Easter is more likely to be white than Christmas Day. The psychological and emotional effect of this equinoctial cold is all the more potent because we do not expect it and were not prepared for it when the days became longer than the nights. Fierce has this unseasonal winter’s grip been in upland Britain which begins not 20 miles west of here. Ask the elderly. Ask the farmers.

Lent is an old English word for spring. We have ached for spring, for its luminous duck-egg skies, its birdsong, its fresh colours and flowers. We would love to see cumulus bubble up again borne on a southerly zephyr letting loose sharp showers to wash the landscape. We would love to feel the gentle warmth of the strengthening sun as it climbs towards the zenith. When spring comes, it will never be more welcomed. 

Of course whether it is white or green, Easter is always a bursting forth of light and colour and life. In this Cathedral and in every church in the land, and in the hearts of all who feel the slightest pull of spiritual reality, it is springtime today. Rise heart, thy Lord is risen. Sing his praise without delays.

I got me flowers to straw thy way;
I got me boughs off many a tree:
But thou wast up by break of day,
And brought’st thy sweets along with thee.
                             
(George Herbert, 'Easter')

But perhaps this prolonged winter brings a gift with it: to help us to enter into an aspect of the Easter story that we might not have felt in quite this way before. I mean the complex emotions of those who loved Jesus and who on Good Friday experienced the most terrible sense of bafflement, confusion and loss. For them, the aftermath of Golgotha would have been nothing less than a winter of the soul

           when a black frost is upon
One’s whole being, and the heart
In its bone belfry hangs and is dumb.

(R.S. Thomas, 'The Belfry')

In her cycle of radio plays about gospel story, The Man Born to be King, Dorothy Sayers has John discover a pair of old sandals that Jesus had worn. He hides them from Peter because of what memories charged with sight and feel and smell would do to him ‘like a sick animal that has crawled home to die. He can’t eat. He can’t sleep.' One of the normal symptoms of bereavement is aching for the presence of the loved-one, and an instinct to search that will not go away. Who is to say what brought the women to the garden at dawn on Easter morning? They went to anoint a body with spices, but what else drove them there? Surely the need to see him again, feel the tender skin, remember his voice, his touch, his scent. Perhaps this year we have glimpsed this in an attenuated way by our sense of the cold, our own wintry longing for Easter, for springtime, for warmth. 

Easter answers our longings and desires. It does this by both changing how things were, and transforming our view of them. We would not be here if we didn’t believe that something infinitely life-changing took place on Easter morning when the women went to the tomb and found the stone rolled away and the grave space empty. There is no getting away from this singularity in history. ‘Why do you look for the living among the dead? He is not here’ say the two men in the garden. A real absence, indeed, but a vacuum that gives the women what they most need: to dare to entertain the possibility that all was not as it seemed, that they were in the presence of the most profound of mysteries that nevertheless had the capacity to turn round despair. ‘He is risen. Remember how he told you.’ Here is where fantasy meets reality, where longing is transmuted into hope. The women begin to see reality differently. We begin to. The world is a different place. The garden has flowers. There is blue sky above our heads. The earth begins to warm. At last it is spring. Everything changes.

Of course, all this is to collapse a long disclosure and its realisation into a few moments. Luke himself keeps us in suspense here: the disciples did not believe the women at first. The two who walked the Emmaus Road with the unknown stranger did not recognise him: there was a journey to make, not simply along a dusty cratered near-eastern cart track but an inward journey of the soul to bring springtime to their bleakness, coax their frozen spirits back into life. The important thing is: there is disclosure. There is recognition. There is a new world. Winter has fled, and with it its gloomy shadows and oppressive captivity. He is risen. 

St Augustine has a beautiful passage in a commentary on the feeding of the crowd where he speaks about our human longings and hungers. ‘Give me a lover: a lover will feel what I am speaking of; give me one who longs, who hungers, who is a thirsty pilgrim in this wilderness, sighing for the springs of his eternal homeland; give me such a person, for they will know what I mean.’ He might have added: give me one who is longing for spring, yearning to be rid of burdens, tired of this endless Narnian winter, weary in themselves, weary for our globe that strives to find some hope as it struggles under the weight of unhealed conflict, sorrow and pain.

If this echoes your experience, then come to the risen Lord today. Sit down at his Easter feast. Eat bread and drink wine. Find your healing and refreshment in him; be glad that he is among us as our beloved brother who was lost in his death but found in his resurrection, who opens up the way home for all people and welcomes us to celebrate here in his Father’s house. For here, at least, the winter is past, the flowers appear on the earth, and the time of singing has come. Arise my love, my fair one, and come away.

Michael Sadgrove
Durham Cathedral, Easter Day, 2013
Luke 24. 1-12

Sunday, 17 March 2013

Anointing Jesus' Feet

On the Sunday before a new Archbishop of Canterbury and a new Pope are anointed for their ministry, the gospel tells how Jesus is anointed at the house of Lazarus.  The timing is suggestive: just as Jesus is anointed for burial, so two new Christian leaders embrace the vocation to take up the cross.  When Donald Coggan was installed as Archbishop, a secretary mistyped ‘enthronement’ as ‘enthornment’ in the draft service order. She typed more wisely than she knew, said Coggan. Archbishop Justin Welby and Pope Francis will be in all our prayers this week. 

Back to Bethany, where Jesus loved to go. There a woman spontaneously does what prophets and priests do in the Old Testament: anoint a king for a royal vocation.  This is what Christ literally is, the mashiah or anointed one who has come into the world, says St John, to bring a kingdom that is not of this world. What prompts this extraordinary, extravagant gesture, so disapproved of by tut-tutting Judas, emptying a pot of scented oil almost above price over the feet of Jesus? It’s worth a king’s ransom indeed, and that is what it is, for this is a King above price, at least to Mary for whom her anointing symbolises all the passionate devotion she feels for him.  

Tim Rice in Jesus Christ Superstar assigns to a different character (how confusing all these Marys are in the New Testament!) the song, ‘I don’t know how to love him’. But her precious ointment shows that she does know in her heart of hearts.  She knows how to love in a way few of us ever have.  And Jesus knows it too. That touch of hers, so physical, so erotic that it cannot fail to shock; the perfumed scent that fills the house like incense: both freight this story with powerful, sensual images.  Of all the senses, touch and smell are the most pervasive and long-lasting.  The sense of smell is the last to leave a dying person; it has the capacity to evoke long-forgotten landscapes, recall long-dead people, reawaken long-lost memories. So it is not surprising that this aromatic episode is associated in St Mark with an act of memory: ‘wherever this gospel is proclaimed, what this woman has done will be told in memory of her’, anamnesis, the same word that Jesus uses when he commands us to take bread and wine ‘in memory of me’. 

In St John, this episode opens the passion narrative, and sets the scene for what he will go on to tell us in the following chapters about the suffering and death of Jesus. It is six days before the Passover, Jesus’ last Sunday. So this is a last Sunday meal, perhaps meant as a pre-echo of the last supper in the upper room on the coming Thursday just as the bathing of Jesus’ feet with oil also looks forward to the upper room where he himself will wash his disciples’ feet. The previous chapter has ended ominously with the threat of Jesus’ arrest. Now, says Jesus, Mary has anointed him with oil for the day of his burial. From now on, St John will be concerned with one thing above all else: how Jesus will be lifted up on a cross so that all humanity may be drawn to him.  For in the Fourth Gospel Golgotha is not tragedy but triumph. Jesus’ life is poured out on the cross just like precious oil so that the aroma of divine self-giving and grace may fill the world that God so loves.

Maybe Mary intuited this in her act of anointing, maybe not.  For her, it may simply have been the offering of her devoted service and passionate love; or an extreme act of courtesy to honour a guest in her home; or else the recognition of a royal presence on the part of a loyal subject. It is Jesus who turns it into preparation for his death and burial. John tells us that after his death, women bring spices to anoint Jesus’ body before laying it in the tomb.  We are in the realm of the symbolic: this is more than simply an anticipation of what will happen in six days’ time.  What does it mean?

The word I want to use is ‘consecration’.  This little drama at Bethany is nothing less than Jesus’ consecration for the work he has to do: to achieve the salvation of the world. The idea of a set purpose and of accomplishment is strong in the Fourth Gospel.  Early on, Jesus says that his food is to do the will of the one who sent him and to accomplish his work. And his last word from the cross will be the triumphant cry of accomplishment that all is now done: tetelestai, ‘it is finished!’. So Mary consecrates Jesus by anointing him for this awful but glorious task.

On Passion Sunday, I want to suggest that we too must consecrate Jesus in our hearts as we prepare to celebrate the coming days of awe, the Passover of our crucified and risen Lord. In the next chapter of St John, it is Jesus himself who washes the feet of his disciples, consecrating them for service and commanding his disciples in every time and place to wash and anoint one another’s feet. But just as we do this for one another and for the world, we also need to do it for Jesus, come to him with all the love we can find in our hearts to break open the container of our heart and pour at his feet all its wealth and treasure.   

Perhaps something like this lies behind the puzzling saying about always having the poor with us, but not always having Jesus. Judas’ angry outburst about waste, and how the money saved could have been given to the poor misunderstands the gesture.  For it is precisely as we pour out all that we have and anoint the Messiah’s feet that we begin to grasp what our obligation to the world truly is.  The Torah says in Deuteronomy that we always have the poor with us, so we must open our hand to our neighbour in need. In a sense this is precisely what Mary does for the poor Christ who has nowhere to lay his head, who has to rely on the kindness and generosity of those like her who receive him into their homes. What we do for Christ, we do for one another, just as St Matthew says: what we do for the hungry and thirsty, the stranger and the naked, the sick and the prisoner, we do for him. We wash Jesus’ feet and we wash him in his poor companions.  

As I approach the threshold of Holy Week, I ask myself: how have I consecrated Christ in my heart for this celebration of his passion and resurrection? How will I honour him, love him, serve him as he goes to the cross for my salvation?  Will it be by doing the works of mercy to the poor who bear his image and who are always with us? Will it be by some act of generous giving to the church which is his body that we love and care about?  Will it be by time spent in prayer and reflection in this holiest of seasons?  Might it be in all three ways: consecrating Christ by serving the poor, giving to the church, growing as disciples as we walk the via dolorosa with him?

We have six days to think about it before Holy Week begins and we sing about the love that is so amazing, so divine.  For love is the issue today: loving Jesus and not being afraid of extravagance in the treasure we open up and lay at his feet. The question we face is simple: if he has so loved us, how will we show our love for him?  How will we consecrate him within our own selves for the work of love he comes to do? And how will we become ‘as Christ’ to a world that needs him so much?

 Durham Cathedral, Passion Sunday, 17 March 2013 (John 12.1-8)

In the Wilderness

Our Old Testament reading took us into the wilderness in words which Samuel Sebastian Wesley set to music in tonight’s anthem.  The desert is a rich theme in the scriptures.  One aspect of this is that it is a place of truth. If you have been in the desert for even an hour, you realise what a profoundly discomfiting place it is. But to biblical writers it can become not an enemy but a friend.  The desert fathers heard the voice of prophets like Hosea and Jeremiah, who said that all Israel’s problems stemmed from their having abandoned the faith of the desert.  So they turned their back on the cities and went into the desert to seek God.  Our beloved St Cuthbert whom we celebrate this week followed this same way of life when he went as a hermit to the Inner Farne. He went to face the hunger, the thirst, the silence, the loneliness, the exposure, the cravings the wilderness throws at you, live with the wild beasts, face the demons in the depths of the soul, and find God. 

We need a place of truth to teach us who we are and who God is. Jesus too goes into the wild places where, like Israel in the desert, he undergoes ordeals, not so much temptation as testing, the time of trial that portends the last things.  The test for Jesus is the same as it is in the story of Israel’s wilderness wanderings. To whom do I owe allegiance?  Will I choose to have no other gods but the Lord?  The desert teaches us the difference between illusion and truth. It purifies our vision, helps us regain clarity about what our lives are really for.  So we keep Lent to strip the spirit bare like trees in winter so that we pay proper attention to what matters ultimately.  It invites us to a table spread with prayer and fasting and silence and simplicity and acts of charity: our teachers and soul mates for forty days to help us make space for God.

When we do this, we find something remarkable happens. The wilderness becomes a place of blossoming and joy.  When we give ourselves to him, God comes to us, relieves our fears, makes us strong, gives us back our lives. Waters break out, streams in the desert in the imagery of Isaiah. There is a highway, a holy way which turns out to be nothing less than the way home, the way out of exile, the way back to God. And as we journey through Lent, this wilderness way offers the promise of redemption, reconciliation, healing. We glimpse how life can begin again: for our broken world, for our damaged communities, for everyone who has lost hope, for ourselves. We sense that things could blossom and flower for us, even when life is at its most deserted, desperate and dry

The Sunday sheet charmingly announces that at this service I am offering ‘medication’ on Isaiah chapter 35. Well, the Prayer Book Collect for St Luke speaks about the wholesome medicine of the gospel and this is what we celebrate in Passiontide.  That medicine is the cross of Jesus: by his wounds we are healed.  The eyes of the blind are opened, the ears of the deaf unstopped; the lame leap like deer and the tongues of the speechless sing for joy.  These healing images in Isaiah are metaphors of what will become true for all humanity when the wilderness becomes a paradise.  The cross is no longer a symbol of shame but of victory.  The final hymn invites us to ‘sing my tongue the glorious battle’. In this hostile, destructive wilderness there blossoms a tree that, in the hymn’s imagery frees the world from death. Its fruits are for the healing of the nations.  Christ is the victim who has won the day.  We make our boast in the cross.  Sorrow and sighing flee away.

Durham Cathedral, Passion Sunday 2013 (Isaiah 35)

Sunday, 10 February 2013

Going Slow

‘Lord, it is good to be here’ says Peter. ‘Let us make three dwellings: one for you, one for Moses and one for Elijah’ – not knowing what he said or why he said it. The disciple blunders in, nearly exploding the divine moment with a rush of activity and words. He is arrested by the Voice that comes from the mysterious, threatening cloud: ‘this is my Son, the beloved.  Listen to him’. 

To listen in any serious way means paying attention. The transfigured Christ and his companions on the mountain top knew what this meant. Moses learned it at the burning bush, Elijah in his cave, and Jesus in the desert. Peter had not yet learned it. He could not walk slowly enough. This is one of the most important of life’s lessons. And I speak about it this morning because on Wednesday it will be Lent, and Lent can be our teacher, and I guess that we shall not learn about slowing down unless we have some kind of discipline to guide us. Lent prepares us to celebrate the cross and resurrection of Christ at Easter. This means knowing cross and resurrection ourselves, paying attention to God’s work within us. This is more than a yearly Lenten practice. St Benedict says that all of life should be Lent, reaching for and growing towards the God who invites us to know him as truth and love. So I am speaking about all our days, not just the forty days of fast that lie ahead. But those forty days focus what all of life should mean. And one of its aspects should be our ability to slow down and listen to what the voice of God has to say to us.  

In 1878 Mark Twain was in Switzerland.  He had climbed high up a valley near Zermatt from where, below, was a glacier.  He thought he might travel down with it:

I took up as good a position as I could upon the middle of the glacier – because Baedeker said the middle part travels the fastest.  As a measure of economy, however, I put some of the heavier baggage on the shoreward parts, to go as slow freight.  I waited and waited, but the glacier did not move.  Night was coming on, the darkness began to gather – still we did not budge.  It occurred to me then that there might be a timetable in Baedeker; it would be well to find out the hours of starting.  I soon found a sentence which threw a dazzling light upon the matter.  It said, ‘The Gorner Glacier travels at an average rate of a little less than an inch a day.’  I have seldom felt so outraged. I have seldom felt my confidence so wantonly betrayed.  I made a small calculation: one inch a day, say thirty feet a year; estimated distance to Zermatt, three and one-eighteenth miles.  Time required to go by glacier, a little over five hundred years!  The passenger part of this glacier – the central part – the lightning express part, so to speak, was not due in Zermatt until the summer of 2378, and the baggage, coming along the slow edge, would not arrive until some generations later….  As a means of passenger transportation, I consider the glacier a failure.
 
By now, Twain would have travelled about a kilometer.  It’s not the slowest form of travel - continental drift takes longer. But the glacier’s message is the same as that of looking back in time as we gaze at the stars, or the timescales of geological strata and the origin of species,or waiting for your first grandchild to be born. They will not be hurried, for God has plenty of time. A friend of mine said that it was like walking a toddler in the park and forever waiting for him to catch you up. Perhaps you hadn’t considered the two year old as an image of God.  The Japanese theologian Kosuke Koyama called him ‘Three Mile an Hour God’.  He points to the 40 years it took God even to begin to teach the Israelites the single lesson that we do not live by bread alone.  Maybe we shall not come close to learning this even after 40 Lents. On the mountain of transfiguration, he calls to the disciples out of the cloud and tells them that to pay attention and listen hard. ‘This is my Son, the beloved.’  It’s as if the Glory is inviting them into a differently calibrated kind of life, a way of being that is not governed by the breathless sprint of our ordinary days but that paces itself according to divine time, a spiritual ecology that cherishes and cultivates the inward response to a greater reality that surrounds it, discovers its own rhythms through living reflectively.  

I am trying to learn, late in life, that the race is not always to the swift nor the battle to the strong.  Ours is an age where speed is everything.  Wherever you turn, in business, in industry, in education, even in the church, success is measured by this: that you fill your diary, work every hour God sends, work both smart and fast.  When I was in Sheffield and trying to raise funds for the Cathedral, I asked a wealthy businessman to help.  As he wrote out the cheque, he said to me: ‘Michael, it’s really important that the church models something different from the hectic pace at which we in the public and private sectors expect to see results.  The cathedral has been here for centuries. It has a perspective sub specie aeternitatis: it looks at things from the vantage point of eternity. It can help us take the long view, learn the meaning of patience.’  Perhaps this is what St Benedict meant by stability in his rule for monks: not running feverishly from place to place either physically or metaphorically, but being committed to the present where God has placed us, living according to that long view. 

A gift of Lent could be finding equanimity, equilibrium, balance among the world’s destabilising, capricious changes and chances. And help is at hand. If you go to www.notbusy.co.uk you will find resources put together by Canon Cherry and Sacristy Press based on his book Beyond Business. The idea is to give up business during Lent and regain control of our lives by living more at God’s pace than our own. You can ever a wristband telling the world that you’re not busy. For me, the first sign of success will be not to agree with anyone who says to me ‘You must be so busy’. Indeed, authentic Christian ministry means the very opposite: having time for other people and for God. I see this as the work of love: ours for God and for others, but most of all, God’s love for us. If Lent means anything, it should be that we become more aware of Love’s work in us and all around us, and learn to live it for ourselves. As everyone who has loved knows, love has its own speed.  ‘It is ‘slow’, yet it is lord over all other speeds.  It goes on in the depth of our being, whether we notice it or not, whether we have mountains to scale or torrents to span or are crossing the quieter welcome prairies of our existence. If you ask me about the speed God walks, I would say: Adagio, lento, sometimes andante, but not often presto or vivace; the still small voice, not the earthquake, wind and fire.  

It’s true that occasionally, ‘he is such a fast god’ as R.S. Thomas says: baffling, elusive, strange.  But most of the time he is so slow his movement is undetectable except to those who stay still for long enough. To see it, we need to become more contemplative: sit on the glacier and travel at God’s speed; lie prostrate on the mountain top and listen to the voice of glory.  Try it this Lent: paying attention and seeing into the life of things. It will bring to its relentless flow and flux the gift of stability and peace.  Love works slowly but God has plenty of time.  We can afford to wait for him.  Spring is nearly here, Lent’s slow awakening, forty days for the wilderness to blossom, for us to listen and pay attention and find a new happiness in our souls. For then we shall know the hills where our life rose and the sea where it goes.

Durham Cathedral, 10 February 2013 (Sunday before Lent)